Monday, October 12, 2009

I love these lyrics

Night-time sharpens,
heightens each sensation
Darkness stirs and wakes imagination
Silently the senses abandon their defences ...

Slowly, gently night unfurls its splendour
Grasp it, sense it - tremulous and tender
Turn your face away
from the garish light of day,
turn your thoughts away
from cold, unfeeling light -
and listen to the music of the night ...

Close your eyes and surrender to your
darkest dreams!
Purge your thoughts of the life
you knew before!
Close your eyes,
let your spirit start to soar!
And you'll live
as you've never lived before ...

Softly, deftly,
music shall surround you ...
Feel it, hear it,
closing in around you ...
Open up your mind,
let your fantasies unwind,
in this darkness which
you know you cannot fight -
the darkness of the music of the night ...

Let your mind start a journey
through a strange new world!
Leave all thoughts
of the world you knew before!
Let your soul take you where you
long to be !
Only then can you belong to me ...

Floating, falling, sweet intoxication!
Touch me, trust me savour each sensation!
Let the dream begin,
let your darker side give in
to the power of the music that I write -
the power of the music of the night ...

You alone can make my song take flight -
help me make the music of the night . . .

Friday, September 4, 2009

My Story

Ever since I could remember, I've been a bit different than everybody else. I am not saying that I am special, just different, as different as each one of us is in another's eyes. I am very much stuck in my very own fantasy land. Sometimes I wish I where a Jedi, a Dragonair, or even Master Chief. I have never been able to really see this world as my only option. There has to be something more.

I have asbergers syndrome. This makes reading other peoples body language, tone, and social ques very hard. On top of that I also have ADHD. This combination has led me to seem childish, loud, annoying, and very unempathtic. The truth is I am not (well at least with the empathy part).

I also have not been very good at the whole love life thing either. But now I have started to see that the "hot girls" are mostly big bitches. I am looking for the girl that is smart, beautiful, funny, and deep. There is one girl that I have met recently, but I dont know as of yet.